[ He doesn't have any proof, one way or another, except that he doesn't see a reason for her not to be honest when it comes to trying to clip off whatever remaining slivers of hope she seems to think he might dare entertaining.
The fact she got it slightly wrong clinches it. If she understood him as well as she acts like she does, she'd have told him he survived, numb and empty and enthralled.
She can't take away a future he already didn't have. ]
Everyone dies someday. I'd rather not dwell on it.
She also mentioned the two of you had prior world saving experience. That, I thought she was stretching. Guess not.
[Amy remembers the truth that Victoria didn't tell her about her own future. That everything will get worse and that she'll get worse.
Is it shitty of her to think she kind of wishes she could have just gotten the 'You die' reveal? Rather than the gut churning agony of uncertainty about whatever it is that happened?
Obviously.]
That's one way to put it.
Makes it sound like she's a lot more cooperative than she actually is.
[ There's probably something funny about how quickly he slips back into practicals in the middle of dealing with life (for whatever it's worth) altering information. Plenty of practice, he supposes.
It's easier, anyway. He spares a moment of gratitude to Amy for being willing to let his situation go, even if he can't imagine she has much else to say about it. People she actually knew and possibly even liked died. Not a lot of space to fit in some acquaintance in the ranks.
But she's still not trying to, and he still appreciates it. ]
Triangulation. It's a classic.
I did piss her off. On purpose, this time. So if anything goes off on that front, that's why.
I'm still holding up my side of the agreement. I can't say if she will, but I got the impression she knows she needs you enough to not deliberately fuck you over while she fucks me over. But who fucking knows.
[ He has his own opinions about Tattletale's sense of 'when the situation calls for it', but those are the breaks. Amy has to work with Tattletale regardless of how trustworthy she is, and it's easier if you convince yourself that the snake you're handling follows a set of rules you can learn. ]
That's my problem, anyway. Just wanted to keep you in the loop.
Now I think I'm going to go stare at the ceiling for a while.
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I don't think she was lying about that one.
[ He doesn't have any proof, one way or another, except that he doesn't see a reason for her not to be honest when it comes to trying to clip off whatever remaining slivers of hope she seems to think he might dare entertaining.
The fact she got it slightly wrong clinches it. If she understood him as well as she acts like she does, she'd have told him he survived, numb and empty and enthralled.
She can't take away a future he already didn't have. ]
Everyone dies someday. I'd rather not dwell on it.
She also mentioned the two of you had prior world saving experience. That, I thought she was stretching. Guess not.
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Is it shitty of her to think she kind of wishes she could have just gotten the 'You die' reveal? Rather than the gut churning agony of uncertainty about whatever it is that happened?
Obviously.]
That's one way to put it.
Makes it sound like she's a lot more cooperative than she actually is.
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It's easier, anyway. He spares a moment of gratitude to Amy for being willing to let his situation go, even if he can't imagine she has much else to say about it. People she actually knew and possibly even liked died. Not a lot of space to fit in some acquaintance in the ranks.
But she's still not trying to, and he still appreciates it. ]
Triangulation. It's a classic.
I did piss her off. On purpose, this time. So if anything goes off on that front, that's why.
I'm still holding up my side of the agreement. I can't say if she will, but I got the impression she knows she needs you enough to not deliberately fuck you over while she fucks me over. But who fucking knows.
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["Was never under the impression that it should be yours either."
There are a lot of heroes around. Some of them live up to every ideal the Protectorate pretended to value.
God, she sucks.]
She just wants you to think she will.
She can cooperate when the situation calls for it but she hates it when she's not in control.
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[ He has his own opinions about Tattletale's sense of 'when the situation calls for it', but those are the breaks. Amy has to work with Tattletale regardless of how trustworthy she is, and it's easier if you convince yourself that the snake you're handling follows a set of rules you can learn. ]
That's my problem, anyway. Just wanted to keep you in the loop.
Now I think I'm going to go stare at the ceiling for a while.
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God. I really hope I don't.
Thanks, though.
I'll talk to you later.
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Talk to you later.